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John 8 – “Dirty Hands, Dirty Conscience”

Posted by Brandon on September 15, 2009

I’ve been skipping around lately in my devotions but I made my way back to John this morning, continuing from where I left off a few weeks ago with chapter 8. I read the story of the woman caught in adultery and, as is usually the case, I noticed something I hadn’t seen before. You know the story, the Pharisees hide out to catch an adulterous woman in the act of adultery, they do, she does, they’ve caught her completely guilty, and they bring her to Jesus as is says, “to test Him.” Then, as it continues in verse 6, is says “Jesus stooped down and wrote on the ground with His finger, AS THOUGH HE DID NOT HEAR.” Verse 7 jesus in the dirtcontinues the story that the Pharisees persisted and continued asking Jesus what they should do with the woman, hoping to trip Him up. Only then does it say that “He raised Himself up and said to them, ‘He who is without sin among you, let him throw a stone at her first.’ ” Then, in verse 8, Jesus returns to writing in the dirt. And in verse 9 we read, “Then those who HEARD it, being convicted by their conscience, went out one by one…”

I’ve sat through many teachings on this passage, listened to different studies, read a few commentaries and until this morning I had never gained another perspective on what happened this day. The majority of the commentary on this passage seems to suggest that what Jesus was writing in the dirt was the significant factor in the event. Questions will be raised about what He wrote: was it the individual sins of the Pharisees that Jesus wrote out? Was it a scripture reference (though those didn’t exist in their writings)? Was it the word “LOVE”? Was it song lyrics? A haiku? A proverb? I’m not convinced that it matters. As I read this morning, it seemed more and more clear to me that the writing in the dirt was the least significant part of this passage. It even said that He wrote, not to get their attention, but to ignore them. He fumbled in the dirt to display His annoyance and non-support for the Pharisee’s feeble attempts at trapping Him, and their utterly detestable representation of the Law and the Lord. What He wrote, if it was even words, was not the thing that provoked the hearts of the Pharisees to abandon their shameful acts. Verse 9 says, “those who HEARD it…” speaking about Jesus’ previous statement in verse 7. It doesn’t say, those who read it. It doesn’t say, “when the Pharisee, who was positioned in such a way as to read what Jesus wrote, passed the message along to the rest of the Pharisees, they marveled and were convicted by their conscience.”

I think we can get too tied up in what the scritpre “really means”, and in doing so fail to see the forest for the trees. I love how simple and understandable the Bible is and remains to be. God says what He means, He means what He says, and He speaks in such a way that makes sense to us, and has given us His clear, simple, plain word so we can live by it. I love that about God.

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NFL 2009 Kickoff

Posted by Brandon on September 15, 2009

nflIt’s been an eventful opener for the 2009 NFL season. The much anticipated return of Tom Brady to the Patriots, the countless QB questions from the offseason, the endless list of possibilities for playoff prediction. The build up has been excruciating, but the payoff has been worth it…so far. The opener on Thursday night was well worth the wait. Though the Titans and Steelers didn’t do much on offense, sending it to overtime was a bonus for NFL fans that waited far too long for this season to roll around. Sunday’s games proved to be additional icing on the celebratory cake, Chicago vs. Greenbay was a roller coaster of anxiety and excitement. My dad is a HUGE Bears fan, thus I watched intently as Cutler struggled and Urlacher got himself injured for the season. Yet the game itself was no disappointment. The trench warfare proved to be worthy of the League’s oldest rivalry. Topping it all off were yesterday’s salutes to the most American of all sporting events (no, I’m not talking about the World Series), I’m talking about Monday Night Football. Here were two games that boasted sure gridiron battles as each games’ underdog had not won a game against their respective opponents in 11 outings. Unfortunately for those underdogs those streaks were stretched by 1 by the time the clocks expired.

Here is were this post takes a dramatic turn to mourning. If you’ve read any two posts on this blog you’ve surely come across the agony I have found in staking my claim in the camp of the Oakland Raiders. Being a fan at conception, I have found moments of celebration in a lifetime of frustration, and yesterday’s game against the Chargers was no exception. Like many faithful inhabitants of Raider Nation I was reticent to boast about anything with the 09 roster, coaching staff, or what each were capable of given the nature of the other, but as the game unfolded it wasn’t as bad as it has been. Plays were made, passes were completed, McFadden showed a little of the work-horse we’ve longed for him to be, Russel wasn’t near the disappointment he’s been in the past two seasons, and points were scored. Never mind the Raiders had a difficult time closing in the Red Zone, never mind there were way too many dropped balls to be as dominant as is necessary to beat a division rival like the Chargers. The Raiders were successfully putting drives together, they were converting on third down, they made some brilliant stops on defense, and they were UP with 5 minutes to go in the game. And then it all came crumbling down…

Injuries, turnovers, and a Hindenburgesque collapes of the pass rush overwhelmed the admirable effort the Raiders made as the Chargers marched down the field, converting enumerable first downs on the way to an effortless push into the endzone to go up by 4 with 18 seconds to go. With enough time for two plays, Cable decided to go for the hail mary right away. Of course, it was intercepted shy of the endzone, officially quenching the push for a 1-0 Raiders opener, and with it the resurreceted hopes of Raider Nation. It was a sad evening. Now, I’m not a pessimist. On the contrary, I am actually an optimist, and one more loss won’t change it. That said, I saw a lot of improvement on the Raider’s roster. Russel was, by far, not as poor as we’ve seen, McFadden has woken up from him slumber, the O-line gave good protection, and the Raider Defense improved by leaps and bounds. It was a good effort in a game that nobody thoght would be close. So here I sit, holding on to hope that next week will give us something to cheer us one more week.

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June Sports Update…

Posted by Brandon on June 19, 2009

Well, since I have found it nearly impossible to stay on top of everything that is going on in the wonderful world of sports, I am consolidating my thoughts into one concentrated dose. Fasten your seatbelts…

The Lakers win! The Lakers win! It wasn’t flashy, and it wasn’t close, but game 5 proved to be all the same for a Laker fan like me. I actually expected much more of a fight from Orlando, even thinking that they may push it to one more game, but I’ll take the win. Kobe has proven to himself and to the NBA community that he is committed and has the staying power that many critics thought he lacked. With this win, the Lakers have firmly cemented themselves into that coveted spot of, not only the world champions, but the most hated team in basketball. Why? No, not because they beat the underdog, but because they are that good. They exert their will on their opponents. When they play poorly, they win. Like the Raiders of the 70-80s. Like the Yankees.

The Raiders have made some good off-season acquisitions that may or may not provide any movement forward come August. The signing of Jeff Garcia is definitely a bonus at 2nd string. Though he has proven to be streaky in his performance over the years, having a veteran around cannot hurt an extremely young and inexperienced QB squad. Greg Ellis is another veteran Defensive End that should help the ailing run defense of the Raiders. I must admit that I like the movement and activity of the Raiders this off-season, but I have my reservations about any lasting positive effects. Why? Do I really need to say this again? Al Davis. The Raiders could fill a roster with Pro-Bowl athletes and still miss the playoffs because of their utterly dysfunctional management staff. It’s sad, but true. My fingers are crossed for ‘09-’10.

The Angels are on a winning streak with a season high six wins. They have yet to prove themselves against the the top teams, but their keeping their heads above .500 and are only a few games out of the lead in the AL West. With Scott Shields now out for the season, the weakest spot in the Angels arsenal has now only gotten weaker. With the Dodgers, Rangers, and Yankess coming up in the next three weeks, the Halo team needs to work out the kinks quickly.

The Ducks…it’s been a long, tough, emotional season that ended in heartache and disappointment. The only consolation…? The team that beat them lost. It was a good finale for the sport, which is consistently hurting for viewers and fans. But this is not the ending we Ducks fans were hoping for. But here’s to next season. Luckily the NHL off-season is the shortest in sports.

Will Tiger win the U.S. Open? Mickelson? The great thing about the Open is that you can never really be that sure in your predictions. I think Tiger has the best shot. But, then again, why wouldn’t the #1 golfer in the world have a fighting chance in every contest in which he plays? If the weather is any glimps of the drama and suprise this year’s Open has in store, we’re in for quite a ride. See you on the 18th on Sunday…

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